The fight is ON

Fighting to keep this weight off, but unfortunatly I am loooooosssssingggggggg...aaarrrgggghhh, why do we have to eat????? Im eating just enough not to be hungry, Im still a tad queasy at the thought of food, but Im surviving....but, I am 66.5 now, I can't put anymore on, I am soooo bloody close to my elusive 65kilos!!!!! I am still dehydrated, to be crude, my wee is still yellow!! And I never need to go!! Need to drink 3 more litres and it should be OK!!lol

My Husband has never seen me this thin and that in itself is great, he came home this weekend and said I was skinny, (finally) flabby, but thin, I have never been any less than 72kilos with him until I embarked on this journey of course. Then my son (14) says his friends think I am a MILF!!!!!! Holy fat chick, isn't that a compliment:) Well for me it is:) Last time I was 66kilos, I think I was around 20?? Sumthing like that, young anyway.

Now that Im about to start work I will be able to pack nothing but healthy snacks, friut, crackers, light cheese, water and salad for lunch, can't wait, I actually can't wait to get thinner..(in a healthy way, you know what Im saying) I really have to set a weight routine up cause I have no tone and that is ugly..I realize we need both cardio and weights, but not liking the cardio atm...not good I know, heart health and all..

We went for a bike ride yesterday and I must say, I was buggered! Haven't been for a while! But it was good, really had to push cause Im still a little washed out after being unwell...pheww

I will weigh in on Thursday I think, b4 Easter! Luuurrrrvvvvv choccy and plan the Easter Bunny to bring me sumthink scrummy:)

Weight this morning- 65.4kilos, I only managed to eat a little bit yesterday, for some energy really, I was very tired and still not 100%. Feel a little bit better today, I will eat normally, (hopefully) food isn't very appealing still but it will come back Im sure, I need fuel for my body again.

Im not going to worry about the scales for now, cause it's not real weight loss, but I'll just keep going and see what happens, my 65kilos reward is a tattoo, but I haven't even worked out what I want yet?

Maybe for my b'day??

No weigh in

This mornings weight was...drumroll...65.6kilos! WTF?? you say!! well don't get to excited!!! I was very, very sick yesterday, so this is just all water/fluid gone.. Awwww a shame I know!!

Never mind, I will have a pass this week and hope I don't put to much on during the week...Unless I take yesterdays weight which was 67.4?? Nah, I'll have a pass, and eat really well for the next week and I might make it into the 66's for next Thursday?

It was really good to see that number on the scales though!! I tried to take a picture, but the reflection got the plastic and I couldn't see it!!Shame, shame!!!

Anyway, I know i will get to the 65's again, I plan on doing that by my Birthday in April, I have about 4 weeks, so I better behave, Im eating waaay to much chocolate and cheese again, and I wouldn't be surprised if that contributed to me getting so sick, my body really doesn't like it, but because Im so stubborn I don't listen to myself, how dumb is that?

still strugglin

Im still plodding alng with the whole struggle to get out of the 67's once and for all..

67.5 this morning. I went to town this morning and of course I didn't have breakfast, for some reason I just can't stomach it at the moment, the thought of eating early is just sickening!!!lol So I had a small cheeseburger meal, but with half the chips, luckily for me they weren't fresh and they had no salt, so I chucked 'em. But still, cheesburger is pretty high in the fat department!!

So, weigh in is in a few days, so I just wonder what i'll be this week??

Going down!

67.4 this morning, Im racing to get to the 66's!! If I stay well behaved I might just get there this week coming?


I am no longer classing myself as a fatty, I am just untoned is all, Im not a size 12, but size is irrelevant, I am tall so I can't expect to be a size 10 really.

I found the plug thing that goes in my fitball so I can blow it up again, better for situps and push ups.

Claytons Weigh in

Weighing in but not weighing in..if that is possible? 67.6 this morning. Good, am I getting out of the 68's for sure???? Won't know til Thursday when I weigh in for real?

To be honest I will be happy to stay around this weight for a little while anyway, then move down to the 66's, scary...2 weeks till hubby gets back and his parents are coming to visit, wouldn't it be nice to be in the 66's?? Hopefully I will start work very shortly, hairdressers rarely get breaks so it will be good to eat things that are healthy on the run, fruit, vegie sticks, maybe yoghurt ect?? I'll drop the weight for sure, #1 cause Im out working fulltime and #2 no real sit down and eat time!!

Bring it on

Dayam, I might just end up skinny after all??

hehe, one can hope yes?

Dam

Such an up and down day, Ive eaten all the wrong things today with nerves Im sure, no worries, Im weighing in on Wednesday so I have a few days to salvage my 67's!!

My throat is still a little sore but nothing to bad. I am loving cheese at the moment which isn't good considering it is high in Sat Fat, shame, shame....Im going to substitute a few meals with shakes on Sunday and Monday, cause I don't need to go anywhere and I love how they flatten out your tummy a little,(as far as mine can flatten of course, you now what I mean anyway!) probably less bloated without food. I reckon I will strip the weight once and for all when I start work as I will not be able to eat every minute I am bored, I will be working, so all will be good, 65 is close, but still far away if that makes sense?