The fight is ON

Fighting to keep this weight off, but unfortunatly I am loooooosssssingggggggg...aaarrrgggghhh, why do we have to eat????? Im eating just enough not to be hungry, Im still a tad queasy at the thought of food, but Im surviving....but, I am 66.5 now, I can't put anymore on, I am soooo bloody close to my elusive 65kilos!!!!! I am still dehydrated, to be crude, my wee is still yellow!! And I never need to go!! Need to drink 3 more litres and it should be OK!!lol

My Husband has never seen me this thin and that in itself is great, he came home this weekend and said I was skinny, (finally) flabby, but thin, I have never been any less than 72kilos with him until I embarked on this journey of course. Then my son (14) says his friends think I am a MILF!!!!!! Holy fat chick, isn't that a compliment:) Well for me it is:) Last time I was 66kilos, I think I was around 20?? Sumthing like that, young anyway.

Now that Im about to start work I will be able to pack nothing but healthy snacks, friut, crackers, light cheese, water and salad for lunch, can't wait, I actually can't wait to get thinner..(in a healthy way, you know what Im saying) I really have to set a weight routine up cause I have no tone and that is ugly..I realize we need both cardio and weights, but not liking the cardio atm...not good I know, heart health and all..

We went for a bike ride yesterday and I must say, I was buggered! Haven't been for a while! But it was good, really had to push cause Im still a little washed out after being unwell...pheww

I will weigh in on Thursday I think, b4 Easter! Luuurrrrvvvvv choccy and plan the Easter Bunny to bring me sumthink scrummy:)

Claytons Weigh in

Weighing in but not weighing in..if that is possible? 67.6 this morning. Good, am I getting out of the 68's for sure???? Won't know til Thursday when I weigh in for real?

To be honest I will be happy to stay around this weight for a little while anyway, then move down to the 66's, scary...2 weeks till hubby gets back and his parents are coming to visit, wouldn't it be nice to be in the 66's?? Hopefully I will start work very shortly, hairdressers rarely get breaks so it will be good to eat things that are healthy on the run, fruit, vegie sticks, maybe yoghurt ect?? I'll drop the weight for sure, #1 cause Im out working fulltime and #2 no real sit down and eat time!!

Bring it on

Dayam, I might just end up skinny after all??

hehe, one can hope yes?

New week

Ive had my free day with chocolate and lamingtons.....yes i know, but Im paying for it now and I feel sick. I would love to actually listen to my body and NOT eat shit. It makes me sick, literally and because Im too arrogant at times, I can't help myself. I put it down to just plain stupidity.

Anyway, I feel sick and now I will have to put up with it til tomorow. I don't think the Shakes agreed with me either, I felt...just funny all week, I think it is not enough substance for me, Im basically a single mother at the moment, doing everything for 4 children, studying, and trying to keep myself together, I liked that fact that I never felt full and bloated and the weight did come off...(well sort of, 500grams off this week is the same as doing it with food) So I am doing points down to the letter this week and see how I go.

I am on 21 points a day according to this. I still am really annoyed with myself that I couldn't keep my weight under 68 this week, but whats done is done, so new week tomorow:)

Bike ridering!!

Bike riding is my new thing!!! We went for 2 rides yesterday, the first one was 25mins and I only burned 113 cals, better than nothing I reckon, but the 2nd one, later in the arvo, after the big lunch!! was 50mins and I burned 256cals. That was a lot better and we are going to do it again today. I like bike riding so much better than the tready to, its getting a tad boring!!

So today is a light day food wise and Im having shakes for a little booster instead of food, every second day or so, jump start again cause I seem to be stuck in between 67 and 69kilos at the moment and that has to change!!

Im just making little changes here and there to shake things up as it were, hence the new blog and stuff.

Im a lot more positve and I think that really is the key to success.

I really hope I hear from the Manager this week coming cause I would really love that job?????

Cross everything and then cross it again!!

OK, we did a 45min ride and I burnt 311 cals, thats awesome:)

All I have left now todo is sit ups, squats and weights, I will do them tonight. Shake for dinner as we had lovely prawn sammiches for lunch. YUM...

Im off to get Nic from the train now....