The fight is ON

Fighting to keep this weight off, but unfortunatly I am loooooosssssingggggggg...aaarrrgggghhh, why do we have to eat????? Im eating just enough not to be hungry, Im still a tad queasy at the thought of food, but Im surviving....but, I am 66.5 now, I can't put anymore on, I am soooo bloody close to my elusive 65kilos!!!!! I am still dehydrated, to be crude, my wee is still yellow!! And I never need to go!! Need to drink 3 more litres and it should be OK!!lol

My Husband has never seen me this thin and that in itself is great, he came home this weekend and said I was skinny, (finally) flabby, but thin, I have never been any less than 72kilos with him until I embarked on this journey of course. Then my son (14) says his friends think I am a MILF!!!!!! Holy fat chick, isn't that a compliment:) Well for me it is:) Last time I was 66kilos, I think I was around 20?? Sumthing like that, young anyway.

Now that Im about to start work I will be able to pack nothing but healthy snacks, friut, crackers, light cheese, water and salad for lunch, can't wait, I actually can't wait to get thinner..(in a healthy way, you know what Im saying) I really have to set a weight routine up cause I have no tone and that is ugly..I realize we need both cardio and weights, but not liking the cardio atm...not good I know, heart health and all..

We went for a bike ride yesterday and I must say, I was buggered! Haven't been for a while! But it was good, really had to push cause Im still a little washed out after being unwell...pheww

I will weigh in on Thursday I think, b4 Easter! Luuurrrrvvvvv choccy and plan the Easter Bunny to bring me sumthink scrummy:)

Weight this morning- 65.4kilos, I only managed to eat a little bit yesterday, for some energy really, I was very tired and still not 100%. Feel a little bit better today, I will eat normally, (hopefully) food isn't very appealing still but it will come back Im sure, I need fuel for my body again.

Im not going to worry about the scales for now, cause it's not real weight loss, but I'll just keep going and see what happens, my 65kilos reward is a tattoo, but I haven't even worked out what I want yet?

Maybe for my b'day??

still strugglin

Im still plodding alng with the whole struggle to get out of the 67's once and for all..

67.5 this morning. I went to town this morning and of course I didn't have breakfast, for some reason I just can't stomach it at the moment, the thought of eating early is just sickening!!!lol So I had a small cheeseburger meal, but with half the chips, luckily for me they weren't fresh and they had no salt, so I chucked 'em. But still, cheesburger is pretty high in the fat department!!

So, weigh in is in a few days, so I just wonder what i'll be this week??

Claytons Weigh in

Weighing in but not weighing in..if that is possible? 67.6 this morning. Good, am I getting out of the 68's for sure???? Won't know til Thursday when I weigh in for real?

To be honest I will be happy to stay around this weight for a little while anyway, then move down to the 66's, scary...2 weeks till hubby gets back and his parents are coming to visit, wouldn't it be nice to be in the 66's?? Hopefully I will start work very shortly, hairdressers rarely get breaks so it will be good to eat things that are healthy on the run, fruit, vegie sticks, maybe yoghurt ect?? I'll drop the weight for sure, #1 cause Im out working fulltime and #2 no real sit down and eat time!!

Bring it on

Dayam, I might just end up skinny after all??

hehe, one can hope yes?

Dam

Such an up and down day, Ive eaten all the wrong things today with nerves Im sure, no worries, Im weighing in on Wednesday so I have a few days to salvage my 67's!!

My throat is still a little sore but nothing to bad. I am loving cheese at the moment which isn't good considering it is high in Sat Fat, shame, shame....Im going to substitute a few meals with shakes on Sunday and Monday, cause I don't need to go anywhere and I love how they flatten out your tummy a little,(as far as mine can flatten of course, you now what I mean anyway!) probably less bloated without food. I reckon I will strip the weight once and for all when I start work as I will not be able to eat every minute I am bored, I will be working, so all will be good, 65 is close, but still far away if that makes sense?

Little miss piggy!!!!

Not much to tell today

Food
1 toast with vegemite
8 clix bickys
1 baby bel cheese
Chicken wrap thingy from kfc
lean mince, potato and extra light sour cream.

Not very good today, but I know why......I was 67.8 on the scale this morning, so, my track record is to think, yay, losing a bit I can become complacent. So stupid I know.

But you know what, Im not so obsessed anymore and that is a good thing, Im starting to feel OK about the weight thing, Im very close to goal and Im not putting a time limit on it, when I get there I know I will get there:)

Right-time to get serious

even if it is for today, one day at a time.



Food

Shake..(I know, but Im in a hurry this morning..)


Apple

Egg salad

coffee

Chicken satay- Lean Cuisine

water x 2litres...this is a huge challenge for Tafe as I don't drink any, so note to self today-DRINK IT WOMAN:)


Ok, end of day-Pretty good day really, food good, water...getting better:)

Going down..yay

Ha! I shouldda been doing shakes months ago!!! Im down to 67.5, wow, since Sat (68.6) I lost over 1kg, so Im happy with that! Even with a bit of naughty food yesterday. All good!

Food today
egg on toast
coffee
shake
banana
shake
coffee

Exercise
weights.

Day 3-Wedddnesdaaaaayyyyy

Good morning everyone!!

Morning weight...........67.7..least its working:)

Hmmm..Not sure if I like these shake things?? Im not hungry or anything but I just feel....um....I dunno...empty in a way? Light headed but not in a faintly sort of way? Not sure how to describe it? Moving on, its just something Im trying anyway..



So food today.

Egg and toast

coffee

banana

shake Chicken burger

muesli bar

diet coke

vegie soup Shake and garlic bread......(naughty)



A little more substance for when Im out at Tafe. My teacher and another student (a mature lady as well:)...) are on Tony Ferguson and they are doing well, maybe the Musashi Protein powder hasn't got as much in it?? dunno? I will only do shakes til Saturday and then I will do points next week, but I will have one shake per day, just so I can see whats gonna work and whats not...

Exercise
Push ups *done*
Sit ups *done*
Sqats *done*...(Ive been awake since 5am!)

Well I might be able to get my 2 rewards together??? Shoes and belly piercing?? Hmmm, Im a bit chicken now!!!(for the piercing!!)

Enjoy your day all:)

Well....... I ended up getting my belly done!!!! yayayayayayayay, didn't hurt very much, a little bit uncomfy, but OK, Ive got a nice purlpe stone, It looks yuk so I don't think I will take piccy's, I don't have a nice tummy, so I dunno, maybe I'll show it when I hit 65kilos! ?????

Day 2- weight-68kilos

Down 200grams already, and down 600grams since weig in!! WooHoo!
Maybe tomorow I will be in the 67's??

Day 2 and I had a great day yesterday so Im thinking today will be great too!



Food

Egg and toast

Coffee

Banana

Shake

Tuna

Shake



Im having the shakes a bit differently today, only cause Im out and I don't want to starve or run outta energy...lol



Im pretty positive I will be in the 67's this Saturday, I will weigh everyday and see my progress, or not, either way! I think I will do shakes one week and then points the next, cause how many times have you seen and heard that people have done TF or Herbalife and the minute they eat 'real' food again they pile the weight on??? Not me!! Taking it week about should be OK.



My hairdresser has been on Tony Ferguson and she lost a lot of weight, but she went off it over Xmas and put 5kilos on very quickly, surprise surprise!



I saw something a bit grose yesterday at the school, a mother came up to pick her kid up and she picked up her school bag and checked for the lunchbox, well she ate some grapes...ewww, these bags are outside!!! ewwww, She is a fattish lady too, it makes me sad to see really fat ladies, like this one, she is pretty large and I just feel sorry for her, you can see she even looks sad in her eyes, Im sure she's not happy with herself. I used to put on a brave face and pretend I was always happy and sure of myself, anyway, they have to help themselves hey?

Have a fantastic day!!!!

P.S- who is my visitor from Japan????

Shakes this week

Im gonna do the shake thing this week, only for a week to kick my ass a bit more, Free day today, I had a wicked dinner planned for the kids and it is a all time fave of mine to, my grandma used to make it whenever I went on Holidays with her!! Anyway, lets just say it is fat filled shit and I only make it once every 6months at least, whenever hubby is not here cause he hates it!!!!

So today's food

Toast-vegetmite and honey
coffee
pikelets, jam and lite cream
shake
Wicked dinner......

I am missing my bike rides too, I will put the bike on the trainer today at some stage???? Maybe???? I hate sitting in the one spot on the bike, but I hate this fat more, so I will make sure I do it. I have to have more of 500gram loss this week, 1kilo would be great, but Im not putting any pressure on myself either, what happens happens.

I know shakes are bad but for a week it won't kill me.

Wed-nesss-dayyy

Going well on my challenge, thanks for the kind vote of NO!!!! I won't make it...lol even if I don't lose 2 kilos I won't beat myself up, Im trying and thats the main thing:)

Food today
egg on toast, coffee
banana
shake
??
??
??
Not worked past that!

Normal exercise

Have a great day all!!

Great day!!

Food today

Toast and egg, coffee
salad and lentil patty
vegies and salmon patty:) (go the patties this week!)

Haven't had much today but I had Tafe so I don't eat a great deal cause Im too busy and engrossed!!

Exercise
weights
sit ups
sqauts
push ups.

Im trying to do as much incedental as I can too:)

2 kilo countdown continues:)

Day one-it begins

Day one is under way!
Food
cereal and coffee =3
banana=1
Toasted tuna, cheese, lettuce, onion and BBQ sauce sammich=6
vegies and lentil patties =4
Coffee-1
I'll be counting WW points..yeah I know boring, but it works!! So far Im up to 15, 3points to go!! I reckon Im on 18 points now, haven't go the luxury of breastfeeding and I was on 26points...yowzazzz, but I still lost weight. I haven't been on the tready yet, man it is proving to be a hard thing to get back on, but I will do my weights and other stuff after dinner..(i hope:))???


Exercise
sit ups
squats
push ups
arm weights
walk.

Will check in at end of day to make sure I did everything and ate what I should have.

Im raring to go and really want to lose 1kilo this week??????/ All I can do is try my hrdest and go from there, I know this is a lifestyle change and its a long road but I know I will get there eventually and get to a weight that Im happy with?? So what if my tummy is flabby, I have cellulite, and Im not toned like a body builder? Is it really the end of the world? No, not really. Im not doing this to compete in a title, or to snag me a new man!! Im doing this for myself and I have an image in my head of what I want and all I can do is strive to do the best I can:)

So the scales are heading down again. Thank fuck! I am 400grams off what I was 2 weeks ago and Im happy with that, notice Im not telling anyone what I weigh or how much Im losing???? Not sure if thats a good thing or bad???? hehehe. I have had a coffee and a cupcake all day so far and after the cupcake I felt sick, so serves meself right, that is NOT the right food to have...Shake for lunch and chicken strifry for dinner...all gooD

Exercise for the day
bike ride
arm weights
sit ups
squats
push ups.

I would really love to go to the gym and get a weight regime happening but that ain't gonna happen..shame hey! No matter, I will do what I can at home and Im sure thats better than nothing!