eeny meeny miiny mo??

When do I weigh in?? I haven't had a look on the scales for a few days and that is weird for me! I am not near my 66.2 where I was after my dreaded cold (dam) but Im not in the 68's either??? I don't think. Im seriously considering doing the right thing and counting points and doing my exercises again, but Im struggling to do this?? Why??? I don't know?

Im sorta OK with how Im going weight wise, although Im untoned and now unfit...(fuck it).but I look not to bad, not like 14kilos heavier ago anyway. Im trying to monitor what goes in and not eat tooooo much of anything, I still eat choccy each week but just not a whole block in one sitting!! Although I still could ya know:)

I bought some new clothes and instead of being XL, I now can buy M, I even bought a size 10 singlet top to and that was great! So what if it is a big make!!

I have to take a photo, I haven't done one in my bikinis for over a month, but I don't think there is much change, allllll my readers can decide!!! haha, Im joking. My 8 readers per day can decide!!

Love you all:) hehe

nite.nite.

200grams!!!!!!!!

Oh man, Im 67.1kilos....soooo close t 66 its not funny!!!!!!! Grrrrrr, had a pretty good day food wise...

Toast+Avocado
Coffee
Jarrah Hot choc
Sushi
Pumpkin soup..(with cream tho)
Chicken strip chilli thingys and salad. (not a great choice either)

B4 bed tonight, Im am doing
sit ups
arm weights
squats
and push ups.

I have neglected exercise for too long, I really need to tone, as I have said many times before, but I have to do it, there is no excuse..

Im going to make sure I do heaps of incedental excerise too.

Im sure I will lose this last few kilos...

Long time no post!

So, thought I might post on this fatty blog....been not really doing anything of late...had a 500gram gain this week, which after Easter, I don't give a shit really!!!lol Im still under 68kilos and thats all that matters..

Went shopping today after work, I had to take some black pants back that were HUGE, size 14. I bought 2 skirts, both 14, but both big, no 12, but I think it would have been a little tight in this make of skirts?? and I got a pair of 3/4 pants...size 12! yay and they were $5...bloody bargain. and I got a medium knitted type top, so all that was only 30 bucks..I love end of season, and because its all black for work it always works!

So I need to get back into my point counting or sensible eating...Im a bit far away from 65kilos at the moment and I don't really like that. Im not fat anymore, well just a little in the tummy but I hide it well and I must admit, at work everyone thinks Im thin!! WHAT????? How nice is it to hear tho:) Its because Im tall and I dress to hide my tummy!!

Anyway, back to counting points, Im on 22 a day, so I need to refocus and go for it again!! I will bloddy get to 64-65kilos. I want to be thinner, thinner thinner!!!!lol

Right-time to get serious

even if it is for today, one day at a time.



Food

Shake..(I know, but Im in a hurry this morning..)


Apple

Egg salad

coffee

Chicken satay- Lean Cuisine

water x 2litres...this is a huge challenge for Tafe as I don't drink any, so note to self today-DRINK IT WOMAN:)


Ok, end of day-Pretty good day really, food good, water...getting better:)

21 points today!!!

So, Im stuck at a number again...I remember a while ago, I was stuck at around 70kilos, couldn't budge from that, tried hard, but na, STUCK I tell ya!! NOW, it seems Im stuck around the 68kilos mark, so no worries, I will just go fully back on points and the weight has no choice but to go, right? That is the WW way, count points, move a little and viola, you lose???? So thats the plan...again....why try to fix what isn't broken?

I know I will get to goal, eventually, so Im not going to hate myself, (much) I'll just go with the flow, Ive been overweight forever so is my body just trying to hold onto what its got?? hehe.

A friend came over yesterday and she can't believe how much weight Ive lost!! what??? I still feel huge!!! I even contemplated joining WW, but I realize (1)- theres no point for just 3kilos and (2) they wouldn't allow it cause Im within healthy range, how funny!!! Im not happy with this range tho..

Food
cereal, coffee=3
fruit=1
potato+sweet chilli and ex light Sour cream=3
fruit=1
pasta dish.(high)
apple.=1

New week

Ive had my free day with chocolate and lamingtons.....yes i know, but Im paying for it now and I feel sick. I would love to actually listen to my body and NOT eat shit. It makes me sick, literally and because Im too arrogant at times, I can't help myself. I put it down to just plain stupidity.

Anyway, I feel sick and now I will have to put up with it til tomorow. I don't think the Shakes agreed with me either, I felt...just funny all week, I think it is not enough substance for me, Im basically a single mother at the moment, doing everything for 4 children, studying, and trying to keep myself together, I liked that fact that I never felt full and bloated and the weight did come off...(well sort of, 500grams off this week is the same as doing it with food) So I am doing points down to the letter this week and see how I go.

I am on 21 points a day according to this. I still am really annoyed with myself that I couldn't keep my weight under 68 this week, but whats done is done, so new week tomorow:)