200grams!!!!!!!!

Oh man, Im 67.1kilos....soooo close t 66 its not funny!!!!!!! Grrrrrr, had a pretty good day food wise...

Toast+Avocado
Coffee
Jarrah Hot choc
Sushi
Pumpkin soup..(with cream tho)
Chicken strip chilli thingys and salad. (not a great choice either)

B4 bed tonight, Im am doing
sit ups
arm weights
squats
and push ups.

I have neglected exercise for too long, I really need to tone, as I have said many times before, but I have to do it, there is no excuse..

Im going to make sure I do heaps of incedental excerise too.

Im sure I will lose this last few kilos...

Long time no post!

So, thought I might post on this fatty blog....been not really doing anything of late...had a 500gram gain this week, which after Easter, I don't give a shit really!!!lol Im still under 68kilos and thats all that matters..

Went shopping today after work, I had to take some black pants back that were HUGE, size 14. I bought 2 skirts, both 14, but both big, no 12, but I think it would have been a little tight in this make of skirts?? and I got a pair of 3/4 pants...size 12! yay and they were $5...bloody bargain. and I got a medium knitted type top, so all that was only 30 bucks..I love end of season, and because its all black for work it always works!

So I need to get back into my point counting or sensible eating...Im a bit far away from 65kilos at the moment and I don't really like that. Im not fat anymore, well just a little in the tummy but I hide it well and I must admit, at work everyone thinks Im thin!! WHAT????? How nice is it to hear tho:) Its because Im tall and I dress to hide my tummy!!

Anyway, back to counting points, Im on 22 a day, so I need to refocus and go for it again!! I will bloddy get to 64-65kilos. I want to be thinner, thinner thinner!!!!lol

Im closing this blog. My other blog will be going private, if I know who you are and you would like an invite to the other one let me know, it will have the whole fatloss thing as well as my exciting new job all over it!

The fight is ON

Fighting to keep this weight off, but unfortunatly I am loooooosssssingggggggg...aaarrrgggghhh, why do we have to eat????? Im eating just enough not to be hungry, Im still a tad queasy at the thought of food, but Im surviving....but, I am 66.5 now, I can't put anymore on, I am soooo bloody close to my elusive 65kilos!!!!! I am still dehydrated, to be crude, my wee is still yellow!! And I never need to go!! Need to drink 3 more litres and it should be OK!!lol

My Husband has never seen me this thin and that in itself is great, he came home this weekend and said I was skinny, (finally) flabby, but thin, I have never been any less than 72kilos with him until I embarked on this journey of course. Then my son (14) says his friends think I am a MILF!!!!!! Holy fat chick, isn't that a compliment:) Well for me it is:) Last time I was 66kilos, I think I was around 20?? Sumthing like that, young anyway.

Now that Im about to start work I will be able to pack nothing but healthy snacks, friut, crackers, light cheese, water and salad for lunch, can't wait, I actually can't wait to get thinner..(in a healthy way, you know what Im saying) I really have to set a weight routine up cause I have no tone and that is ugly..I realize we need both cardio and weights, but not liking the cardio atm...not good I know, heart health and all..

We went for a bike ride yesterday and I must say, I was buggered! Haven't been for a while! But it was good, really had to push cause Im still a little washed out after being unwell...pheww

I will weigh in on Thursday I think, b4 Easter! Luuurrrrvvvvv choccy and plan the Easter Bunny to bring me sumthink scrummy:)

Weight this morning- 65.4kilos, I only managed to eat a little bit yesterday, for some energy really, I was very tired and still not 100%. Feel a little bit better today, I will eat normally, (hopefully) food isn't very appealing still but it will come back Im sure, I need fuel for my body again.

Im not going to worry about the scales for now, cause it's not real weight loss, but I'll just keep going and see what happens, my 65kilos reward is a tattoo, but I haven't even worked out what I want yet?

Maybe for my b'day??

No weigh in

This mornings weight was...drumroll...65.6kilos! WTF?? you say!! well don't get to excited!!! I was very, very sick yesterday, so this is just all water/fluid gone.. Awwww a shame I know!!

Never mind, I will have a pass this week and hope I don't put to much on during the week...Unless I take yesterdays weight which was 67.4?? Nah, I'll have a pass, and eat really well for the next week and I might make it into the 66's for next Thursday?

It was really good to see that number on the scales though!! I tried to take a picture, but the reflection got the plastic and I couldn't see it!!Shame, shame!!!

Anyway, I know i will get to the 65's again, I plan on doing that by my Birthday in April, I have about 4 weeks, so I better behave, Im eating waaay to much chocolate and cheese again, and I wouldn't be surprised if that contributed to me getting so sick, my body really doesn't like it, but because Im so stubborn I don't listen to myself, how dumb is that?

still strugglin

Im still plodding alng with the whole struggle to get out of the 67's once and for all..

67.5 this morning. I went to town this morning and of course I didn't have breakfast, for some reason I just can't stomach it at the moment, the thought of eating early is just sickening!!!lol So I had a small cheeseburger meal, but with half the chips, luckily for me they weren't fresh and they had no salt, so I chucked 'em. But still, cheesburger is pretty high in the fat department!!

So, weigh in is in a few days, so I just wonder what i'll be this week??

Going down!

67.4 this morning, Im racing to get to the 66's!! If I stay well behaved I might just get there this week coming?


I am no longer classing myself as a fatty, I am just untoned is all, Im not a size 12, but size is irrelevant, I am tall so I can't expect to be a size 10 really.

I found the plug thing that goes in my fitball so I can blow it up again, better for situps and push ups.

Claytons Weigh in

Weighing in but not weighing in..if that is possible? 67.6 this morning. Good, am I getting out of the 68's for sure???? Won't know til Thursday when I weigh in for real?

To be honest I will be happy to stay around this weight for a little while anyway, then move down to the 66's, scary...2 weeks till hubby gets back and his parents are coming to visit, wouldn't it be nice to be in the 66's?? Hopefully I will start work very shortly, hairdressers rarely get breaks so it will be good to eat things that are healthy on the run, fruit, vegie sticks, maybe yoghurt ect?? I'll drop the weight for sure, #1 cause Im out working fulltime and #2 no real sit down and eat time!!

Bring it on

Dayam, I might just end up skinny after all??

hehe, one can hope yes?

Dam

Such an up and down day, Ive eaten all the wrong things today with nerves Im sure, no worries, Im weighing in on Wednesday so I have a few days to salvage my 67's!!

My throat is still a little sore but nothing to bad. I am loving cheese at the moment which isn't good considering it is high in Sat Fat, shame, shame....Im going to substitute a few meals with shakes on Sunday and Monday, cause I don't need to go anywhere and I love how they flatten out your tummy a little,(as far as mine can flatten of course, you now what I mean anyway!) probably less bloated without food. I reckon I will strip the weight once and for all when I start work as I will not be able to eat every minute I am bored, I will be working, so all will be good, 65 is close, but still far away if that makes sense?

Luv ya Chezza!!!!!!! :)

Well I didn't check the scales this morning, I want to stay with that 67.2 number in my head thank you very much, although its killing me not knowing if I in fact made it into the 66's, that is pushing it I think so I will be happy with what I got already!

I have woken up with a bit of a cold now anyway, so Im not even hungry, lots of fluids today, my 2 girls have got a cold as well. Change of weather probably. I love Autumn tho and I love winter even more! The cool breezes in the morning are just beautiful.

Im a bore right?

There is a growing trend in Bloggerland that not many comments are being left, this is so cause I feel I am

1-posting to myself
2-Im boring
3-Ive pissed people off
4-Im not really fat and disgusting and people can't laugh at me anymore
5-people don't like me anymore

I, like everyone, love to recieve comments, then at least you know you are not wasting your time, or blabbering to nobody. I guess Im not whinging enough about hating myself anymore, I don't show much of myself, I don't have an intersting job, I don't have a fabulous social life, Im basically not intersting!! And I don't talk about sex, now theres something that will send my comments up!!!lol I get about 20 people looking at this blog per day...what!!!! It's not worth me posting!!! And on my other one I get around 50, now I must be a pathetic bore, good thing I have thick skin!!!

Its amazing how 'friends' come and go on here.

Nah, Im taking the piss outta myself, it is just interesting to see what people comment on.

Anyway enough of that, I like having a blog that is nearly 'secret'!!! I could say anything!!! *winks*

Sooooo, Im skinny* now and I feel ok saying that, I walk up the stairs at Tafe and I can see that I look smaller in the window as Im walking up, my legs are thin and my overall frame has gotten smaller. Great! I was the smallest weight this morning that I have been in 10 yars and my god, it feels fucking great!!!! My goal of 65kilos is just around the corner and I could even go a little smaller??? I don't look gaunt or horribubble, I still have a big tummy, but after 4 whopping children I can and will use that as an excuse, so there!

I have seen many people say, 'oh thats just an excuse that a fat and lazy woman uses' well, no, in fact, Ive lost 14kilos and although I look OK, I still have the same stretched, grose, flabby, tummy and I hate it with a passion, but Im coming to accept it, so thats gotta be good right?

So sorry if Im a boring old housewife, but I'll keep posting I guess.:)

*betta just say, Im skinny in my own mind, no doubt thats debatable to all you skinny minny's out there, but I feel skinny to myself, cause you know I was a fat hefa at nearly 82kilos!!!!!!

Cutting back on food works, Im back to 67.5kilos and I love it:) Back to 2.5kilos to go...My inlaws are coming up in about 2 weeks, so I must stay focused and lose more weight, they will see a huge difference, last time they saw me I was 70kilos.

Ive been eating normally, to a certain degree but still eating chocolate which I love. Im afraid that is the one thing I won't give up! I have discovered Dark Choc Mand Ms..Yummo, go and try some today:)!!!

scales???

Don't really like the scales, I was meant to weigh in yesterday, I didn't, I chickened out, but I am going to weigh in this morning, I am 68kilos on the dot, so close to being under those stupid 68's its not funny, I will work really hard this week to be 67.? for next Sunday. I hate yo yoing all the time. I hate weighing all the time, I love the scales going down and I hate them going up. I will stick to Sunday weigh in for now, because now I have a number to work on that is pleasing. Tomorow I will not weigh in, in fact I will not weigh myself till next Sunday. A small challenge that I have never been able to win, but I will try this week.

I also want to get back into the weights this week and incidental exercise. Walking and moving a lot more. I haven't been wearing my pedo lately, so that will be clipped back on.

Lets see if I can finally get to my goal weight?