All is well

awwww, not as bad as I thought?????? Still a small gain, but Im still those stoopid 68's, but Im still gonna have a pass.

I think I really do like the way the shakes work with weightloss, but I know its not long term....I wonder if I committed to shakes for 2 weeks, what would happen?? Im hopeless at committing to anything so, I'll just go with the flow for now.

I have chocolate this week, and high sat fat, so I have to rectify this for the next week:)

I need to focus on exercise this week coming, cause my problem areas need toning, but Ive been saying that FOREVER, so I can either do 1 of 2 things

1-keep complaining about and carry on like I did in the start of this journey

OR

2- get moving and make myself proud again and prove to everyone I am not a flighty try hard weightlosser...

I like option #2

Have a great weekend:)

Little miss piggy!!!!

Not much to tell today

Food
1 toast with vegemite
8 clix bickys
1 baby bel cheese
Chicken wrap thingy from kfc
lean mince, potato and extra light sour cream.

Not very good today, but I know why......I was 67.8 on the scale this morning, so, my track record is to think, yay, losing a bit I can become complacent. So stupid I know.

But you know what, Im not so obsessed anymore and that is a good thing, Im starting to feel OK about the weight thing, Im very close to goal and Im not putting a time limit on it, when I get there I know I will get there:)

Right-time to get serious

even if it is for today, one day at a time.



Food

Shake..(I know, but Im in a hurry this morning..)


Apple

Egg salad

coffee

Chicken satay- Lean Cuisine

water x 2litres...this is a huge challenge for Tafe as I don't drink any, so note to self today-DRINK IT WOMAN:)


Ok, end of day-Pretty good day really, food good, water...getting better:)

scary weigh in tomorow!!!!

mmm hmmmm, scary I thinks, I was 67.8kilos...oh noooos thats UP 300grams!!!!!!
This isn't good is it???? Oh noooooooooooooooos Seee just when I think Im doing well and being cocky saying I have only 2.5kilos till 65kilos,,,this shit happens!!!

Now I don't want to weigh in!!! Just kidding...I am happy even with that weight cause it is a loss after all....and surely its only a matter of time to hit the 66's.........jumping for joy on that day!!!!! I give myself 2 more weeks at a minimum to get there!!!! It has helped that I have had a little bit of anxiety too tho...

My hubby is away and I am smaller and I like it, he will be in for a pleasent surprise I hope!!! I can focus a lot better when he isn't home!!!! Silly hey!

I have noticed something in myself tho, when ever I put a time limit, or a plan for a diet, or something of the like I always fuck it up and sabotage?? Is this cause I fear failure?? Like for eg, I wanted to lose the 2kilos b4 hubby got back, I went well for a while and then bang- fucked it up!!! I do this constanly, I like the way Im going now, no pressure for results, just doing one day at a time...

till tomorow:)

Going down..yay

Ha! I shouldda been doing shakes months ago!!! Im down to 67.5, wow, since Sat (68.6) I lost over 1kg, so Im happy with that! Even with a bit of naughty food yesterday. All good!

Food today
egg on toast
coffee
shake
banana
shake
coffee

Exercise
weights.

Day 3-Wedddnesdaaaaayyyyy

Good morning everyone!!

Morning weight...........67.7..least its working:)

Hmmm..Not sure if I like these shake things?? Im not hungry or anything but I just feel....um....I dunno...empty in a way? Light headed but not in a faintly sort of way? Not sure how to describe it? Moving on, its just something Im trying anyway..



So food today.

Egg and toast

coffee

banana

shake Chicken burger

muesli bar

diet coke

vegie soup Shake and garlic bread......(naughty)



A little more substance for when Im out at Tafe. My teacher and another student (a mature lady as well:)...) are on Tony Ferguson and they are doing well, maybe the Musashi Protein powder hasn't got as much in it?? dunno? I will only do shakes til Saturday and then I will do points next week, but I will have one shake per day, just so I can see whats gonna work and whats not...

Exercise
Push ups *done*
Sit ups *done*
Sqats *done*...(Ive been awake since 5am!)

Well I might be able to get my 2 rewards together??? Shoes and belly piercing?? Hmmm, Im a bit chicken now!!!(for the piercing!!)

Enjoy your day all:)

Well....... I ended up getting my belly done!!!! yayayayayayayay, didn't hurt very much, a little bit uncomfy, but OK, Ive got a nice purlpe stone, It looks yuk so I don't think I will take piccy's, I don't have a nice tummy, so I dunno, maybe I'll show it when I hit 65kilos! ?????

Day 2- weight-68kilos

Down 200grams already, and down 600grams since weig in!! WooHoo!
Maybe tomorow I will be in the 67's??

Day 2 and I had a great day yesterday so Im thinking today will be great too!



Food

Egg and toast

Coffee

Banana

Shake

Tuna

Shake



Im having the shakes a bit differently today, only cause Im out and I don't want to starve or run outta energy...lol



Im pretty positive I will be in the 67's this Saturday, I will weigh everyday and see my progress, or not, either way! I think I will do shakes one week and then points the next, cause how many times have you seen and heard that people have done TF or Herbalife and the minute they eat 'real' food again they pile the weight on??? Not me!! Taking it week about should be OK.



My hairdresser has been on Tony Ferguson and she lost a lot of weight, but she went off it over Xmas and put 5kilos on very quickly, surprise surprise!



I saw something a bit grose yesterday at the school, a mother came up to pick her kid up and she picked up her school bag and checked for the lunchbox, well she ate some grapes...ewww, these bags are outside!!! ewwww, She is a fattish lady too, it makes me sad to see really fat ladies, like this one, she is pretty large and I just feel sorry for her, you can see she even looks sad in her eyes, Im sure she's not happy with herself. I used to put on a brave face and pretend I was always happy and sure of myself, anyway, they have to help themselves hey?

Have a fantastic day!!!!

P.S- who is my visitor from Japan????

Shake Challenge- starting weight 68.2kilos

Well its not a challenge but it sounds good!!lol

Ok Start weight this morning 68.2, oooh so close to those bloody 67's it's not funny! grrr, I will get into them shorlty no doubt, but I like how Im looking and that is a great milestone, I have hated my figure for as long as I can remember, but I think Im looking pretty good in clothes now, its not like i have to be naked infront of anyone, (my husband doesn't count).

All I really need to achieve now is TONE, TONE, TONE!!! So Im starting Pilates, Ive got the dvds at home so when Cammy is in bed I will do one per day. I would love to go to the gym, but I will work with what Ive got!

Food today

Shake

Coffee

Banana

Shake

Kavli + Tuna

Lean Cuisine- Satay Chicken---Oh thats yummy hey!!

Coffee

Had a very good day food wise

eggs and toast for breaky+ coffee

shake and a peach for lunch

coffee

rice and tuna patties for dinner

low in points so I think its ok, (the patties were cooked in yukky old oil) No more food tonight anyway:)

No exercise cause Im tired and can't be bothered...not good I know!

Don't really think I am in for much of a loss this week but its only Wednesday so we'll see I guess? But like I said before, whatever I lose the better:) Slow and steady and I will win the race...FOR SURE. Im not feeling any thinner but today I wore my skinny jeans!!! Last time I wore them was 5 flipping years ago, can you believe that!!! I kept them all this time cause I new how awesome and skinny I looked in them..not to sound up myself, but you know what its like when you finally get into something that makes you feel better!!! Actually they are loose in the legs and butt!! Yayayayayayayayy!!!

This photo is a lie actually, Im not that skinny looking its because it is on the side, but Hey, I like the look of it so its staying!!!!hehe, No I know how to cheer myself up when I am in fatty mode...lol

Wed-nesss-dayyy

Going well on my challenge, thanks for the kind vote of NO!!!! I won't make it...lol even if I don't lose 2 kilos I won't beat myself up, Im trying and thats the main thing:)

Food today
egg on toast, coffee
banana
shake
??
??
??
Not worked past that!

Normal exercise

Have a great day all!!

Great day!!

Food today

Toast and egg, coffee
salad and lentil patty
vegies and salmon patty:) (go the patties this week!)

Haven't had much today but I had Tafe so I don't eat a great deal cause Im too busy and engrossed!!

Exercise
weights
sit ups
sqauts
push ups.

Im trying to do as much incedental as I can too:)

2 kilo countdown continues:)

Day one-it begins

Day one is under way!
Food
cereal and coffee =3
banana=1
Toasted tuna, cheese, lettuce, onion and BBQ sauce sammich=6
vegies and lentil patties =4
Coffee-1
I'll be counting WW points..yeah I know boring, but it works!! So far Im up to 15, 3points to go!! I reckon Im on 18 points now, haven't go the luxury of breastfeeding and I was on 26points...yowzazzz, but I still lost weight. I haven't been on the tready yet, man it is proving to be a hard thing to get back on, but I will do my weights and other stuff after dinner..(i hope:))???


Exercise
sit ups
squats
push ups
arm weights
walk.

Will check in at end of day to make sure I did everything and ate what I should have.

Im raring to go and really want to lose 1kilo this week??????/ All I can do is try my hrdest and go from there, I know this is a lifestyle change and its a long road but I know I will get there eventually and get to a weight that Im happy with?? So what if my tummy is flabby, I have cellulite, and Im not toned like a body builder? Is it really the end of the world? No, not really. Im not doing this to compete in a title, or to snag me a new man!! Im doing this for myself and I have an image in my head of what I want and all I can do is strive to do the best I can:)

2 week challenge

I just went thru this on other blog but this is where I'll keep a check on myself

2 weeks to lose between 1.5 and 2kilos???

How I will do this
1- eat healthy
2- maybe have a few shakes to replace a few dinners
3-I think I will take my Xantrax on Tafe days so I don't get as hungry to
4- treadmill
5-water, and lots of it

So are you with me peoples??? I need all the support I can get, Ive lost the plot a little with this weightloss thing of late!! But Im determined to be thinner when my husband gets back!!